I'm Pregnant!!!

Today we finally got that positive pregnancy test we have been wanting for so long!  Instead of finding out at home, we found out at the doctor's office.  This is a little TMI, but I was having bad cramping after every time I used the bathroom, and since that is not an early pregnancy symptom I've ever heard of, I decided to get checked out in case it was a UTI or something.  I was able to meet with a CNM.  She didn't seem to think it was a UTI and instead thought it could be a result of early pregnancy shifting my organs around a bit.  The urine test was not showing an infection.  She wanted me to take a blood test to check for pregnancy, but I told her last time I got blood drawn I fainted.  So she was going to have me go home and take a pregnancy test in a few days like I had planned.  As we were about to leave, she asked the nurse if they had enough urine left to do a pregnancy test, just in case it would show up this early.  So we waited a couple minutes and the nurse told us it was positive!  I gasped a little and looked at Blake with the biggest smile on my face.  The midwife gave me a fistbump and congratulated us.  I gave Blake a big hug and tried not to cry too much as we walked out to the car.  I was so happy, and also in disbelief.  When you've been having negative tests for most of a year it's surprising when you actually get a positive.  When we got home, I took another pregnancy test just to be sure.  Yep, still positive!  I still can't believe there's a baby in there.  It's nuts.  I'm trying to tell myself that I shouldn't get too excited because I might miscarry or something.  But guys, there's a HUMAN in my BELLY!  How crazy is that?!?!?!?